AllaH HaD RemiNd Me

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang. . .

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku AllahuAkbar. . .

Assalamualaikum. . .


Alhamdulillah , segala pujian hanya kepada Allah , Tuhan sekalian alam. Fuhh , berhabuk blog ni. Hoho. Maklumlah , sibuk dengan assignment , lagi - lagi bila minggu terakhir kuliah. Patutnya tengah buat nota Quantum Mechanics ni. .  =_=


So , entry kali ini mengisahkan tentang seorang hamba Allah yang leka dengan assignment bertimbun - timbun. Mungkin tertimbun dengan buku - buku , kertas - kertas dan laptop.


Typical human being. When they are busy with something , sometimes they forget something else. So , that's how this story begin. Because of work , she doesn't realize what she had done or maybe she did realize but she still continuing her works. What she thought , she thought it all right.


Unfortunately , she had a problem. Almost the big one. Her laptop was broke down. Zipp. Nothing she could do with her laptop. Well , maybe because she thought that she could fix it , so she try her best. But still the same. She cried. Cried and cried. What a fool. Haha.


Enough with crying , she cool down and think what she should do. She cried in her pray. Realize what she had done. Allah gave a test to her. She knew that. She regret it. Regret about how well was she until she forget what her priority. Her love towards Allah. She remember but lacks in action because of her work.


She should split it equally between this world and hereafter. What she shouldn't do to Allah. Sometimes we remember but actually we done nothing to it. We realize after something happen to us. We know Allah always love us. Because of love , He give us a test to see how we'll react. He want us to know that everything is because of Him.


We want His pleasure but what we do to get it ? Is it enough ? People tends to run and seek for love. Human's love. Reason ? You know it. But still Allah is the one. The one that we must love with. Head over heels in love with Allah.  ;)


Not head over heels in love with human. =_=


Love with someone that can bring us in love with Allah. Try to think about it. We say that we love with Allah. We love that person because of we want to feel near towards Allah. Try to make it as we want His pleasure. We do but how about our sins ? Do we really make it right ? We chat , we text each other everyday , our heart full with love.


I know it because I have fell in love before. We try to avoid from making sin but we actually do. Try to control our feeling and pray to Allah to ensure that our love towards Allah is stand still.


I know I am not a right person to talk about all those things. I know I am loser. I am loser and my 'nafsu' win.   I know. But still , I don't want other people including my friends do the same thing as I did.


It hurts so much. It hurts to see , to hear , to pretend not to know anything. It's really hurt. I am guilty towards them and towards Allah because I don't try to stop it or at least make it a right path for them. Guide them such as less contact with each other and so on.


Oh Allah , my only God. . do I worthy to be your serf ?

Walkie - talkie : We do love someone but try to make it right because there is love that we must pay attention on. Allah.

p/s : aku terlalu lemah.

TeGuHkaN YanG AbaDi

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang. .

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku , AllahuAkbar. .

Assalamualaikum. .

Alhamdulillah , aku masih disini. Masih bernafas menghirup udara nikmat pemberianNya. Sesibuk mana pun kita , kewajiban sebagai hambaNya masih berjalan dan dilaksanakan. Wajib.

Aku masih berlari tercari - cari cintaNya yang abadi. Disaat aku mencari dan disaat aku sudah pun bertemu dengan cinta abadi itu , aku dihimpit dengan cinta fitrah. Cinta yang hanya sementara jika kita tidak menjadikannya selamanya hingga ke syurga. 

Cinta abadi yang sering terbalas. Tidak pernah terputus hubungan walaupun sebenarnya kadang kala aku yang terlupa untuk bertemu mencari. Bersyukurkah aku ?

Cinta fitrah yang mungkin dikecewakan atau diterima. Sebelum itu , sudah cintakah aku kepada ibubapa , keluarga dan sahabatku ? Dimanakah tanggungjawabku ? Bukankah itu satu amanah ? Mengapa aku masih lagi mencari cinta fitrah itu ? 

Mungkin mereka akan mengatakan itu adalah lumrah kehidupan manusia.

Bukankah aku sudah pun berserah padaNya ? Biarkan segalanya diuruskan olehNya. Hanya usaha dan doa padaNya. 

Jagalah hati. Jagalah iman. Jagalah diri.

Teguhkan semuanya. Teguhkan cinta abadiku.

Andai aku telah ditemukan dengan cinta fitrahku , biarlah yang membawaku dekat kepada cinta abadiku kerana dengan kekuatan kepada cinta abadi menjadikan aku bertemu dengan cinta fitrah (insani).

Walkie - talkie : Ujian Allah ada dimana - mana. Selalulah bermuhasabah kerana kita akan sedar kesalahan yang telah kita lakukan sama ada yang sedar atau tidak.

p/s : i'm not 'karat'.well,i'm also a human being.  ;D

TesT FoR Us

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang. .

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku AllahuAkbar. .

Assalamualaikum. .

All praises only to Allah. Today , I have a news. Not so good news. It only breaks my heart and feeling. I knew Allah gave it to me to look at me , want to know either I please or not. Allah want to look at my patience , my faith. . How is it going ? Is it good or worse. I know Allah loves me. .always.  ;)

Yeah , I know my parents hurting inside. Only heard my mum's voice makes me know what she was going to tell me. Bad news. Urgh , I don't like it. Does everyone like a bad news ? None. I know I shouldn't tell anybody. I am just wish that there is someone who willing to share and listen to me. About everything.  However , I couldn't tell and that's makes me a little bit upset + burden.

Only Allah knows what happen. Oh Allah , My God. .help me. I know I can depend on You. Only You. I hope I can handle it. Hoping there's miracle that can change everything bad and unpleasant.

Thank you Allah.  ;)

To my parents , be strong ! I know you can and you know Allah always there for you. .

We can make it right together like before.

I love you and our family.

I'm here for you.

Forever.

Walkie - talkie : Black sheep of the family. Not a good one. Try to be a white one. Build happiness to your family. Not a sadness. How could you be their children if you don't love them ? Change yourself. They love you and so you are. Right ?

p/s : i know i shouldn't do this but yeah,just wanna put aside my burden a bit.it's nothing.just family matters and hopefully its gonna be fine.Hopefully. ;)